Forever...

It's been awhile, no not awhile...months perhaps since my last post. Actually, I did make some post but were piled up in my drafts. Got so busy with stuffs din kasi. Anyways, how was I? I was doing good. Work is fine. Happy and in-love. The last word knocks off my feet.

They said, long distance relationship doesn't work but that ain't true. From my experience, that ain't true. It's hard. It's difficult when you're far away from the one you love but when you do love each other, never ever break the communication and the trust you have for each other. My partner and I did went through some trials on our relationship. But we never give up on each other. Almost but never push through.

I did pray for a person who would love me the way I wanted to be loved and he came. I also prayed for a relationship that would work and last. Lord, thank you for the gift. He's an answered prayer. No one can ever break what we have right now. We don't let distance affect our relationship. Goodluck on our plans :)

Iloveyou, dy. Can't wait to be with you soon. Do take care of yourself. God Bless to us!

The road is clear for both of us to take holding hands, together..forever.

OUR ANNIVERSARY

It's our anniversary and we're on the freeze mode. How sad :( I'm supposed to have colors and sparkling eyes thinking of the person whose special in my life but then, my aura is of gray for the meantime. Why do I have to experience this once again??? Sent you a message extending my greetings despite the 'space' I gave you. I dunno if you would respond.

Our first misunderstanding was the worst. It still infuriates me thinking of that particular person. I guess it's because that's the time when the real "getting to know each other" part gets serious. We were serious about this relationship. There may be bumps along the way but we will just pass through it smoothly...together!

I am hoping we could talk again soon and resolve what it needs to be resolved. I know this is again another test to our relationship. I always thought of you, honey. I loved you so much. Sometimes people who love each other really have to go through these stages to make their relationship stronger and that giving up isn't the way to solve the problems.

Is it ok to feel this way? Nah..I'm being hurt again. Crying as I am hitting the keyboard of my PC. Why? do explain why. I know this phase will PASS. We got over with the first one and this time around, it's something else. It's your call.

Thinking of you [still] :(

Presently online, talking to a friend whose heart has torn into pieces... having a terrible experience with her boyfriend [duh]. Had to keep her company for at least a few hours because I couldn't make myself be available on her side. Go ahead, cry. It'll make you ease the pain, at least for the mean time. I know emotional pain takes longer to heal than physical one. I pity my friend zem. Time will come, all he did will get back at him triple times and that man will surely experience much hurt than you do. I am not saying you do some foolish acts of making him jealous by flirting with someone else. It's not our thing. Let them be if they are used to doing such. At least, you found out soon enough before tying the knot. Decent women like us doesn't deserve to be treated like this by those fools. But still, you guys should talk pa rin. The decision is still up to both of you.

Let's just pray God provides you with enlightenment, strength and peace of mind.

Keep yourself busy, my dear. Nothing will happen if you keep on thinking about him.

Sometimes, you're good at giving advice about love and when you're the one experiencing difficulties in relationships, you can't help yourself. I never shared zem, I too was having rough road with my honey. We're on the FREEZE MODE again and he has something to do about it. I had to keep this 'unusually quiet' mode towards him because I'm hurting [again]. I am waiting for his explanation. Do resolved what it needs to be resolved.

We never spoke for days already and 3 days to go, its our Anniversary na. Surely, I miss him and love him still. I'd be a hypocrite if I'd say I don't think of him. He's always included in my prayers. I thank God also for making me discover things.

Father's Day

Sent a message to my honey. Reminding him to greet his daddy tomorrow. I just love it hearing him share stories about him and his dad. I am glad they continues to communicate even though they're far. When God would bless me [us] a child, distance won't affect the relationship between my child and his father. I would see to it that he's always at home with us. God willing. :)

Love you, daddy. I pray that you'll always be safe working there as well as your father. Keep safe. Do eat your meals on time. I miss you so much. I'll be seeing you soon. :)

In the clouds again ;-)

I'm just happy and love the feeling. Feels good to be back in the clouds again. Had a good talk with my partner and we're on the good side of the road again. I hope this will be for good. Thank you Lord! See you in a few months, honey. I LOVE YOU, TOO!! Take care always, ok? Keep safe.

I have to post this before I retire to bed. Will be sleeping with a smile on my face ;-) Goodnight!

April Fools Day

"Ahahahahaha" was my reaction when I realized we were a victim of this once in a year practical joke thing. It's April Fools' Day. I forgot.

April Fools' Day or All Fools' Day is a day celebrated in various countries on April 1. The day is marked by the commission of hoaxes and other practical jokes of varying sophistication on friends, family members, enemies and neighbors or sending them on a fool's errand, the aim of which is to embarrass the gullible.

Traditionally, in some countries, such as the UK, Canada, Australia and South Africa the jokes only last until noon, and someone who plays a trick after noon is called an "April Fool". Elsewhere, such as in France, Ireland, Italy, South Korea, Japan, Russia, The Netherlands, Brazil and the U.S., the jokes last all day.

Source: en.wikipedia.org

And we were fooled by a friend who claimed to have won the lottery. Everyone was in awe! His Facebook account was flooded with comments. Nice one, bro or should I say "April Fool"!

Neutral Mode

It's Friday. Their off. We talked. Was a bit surprised he admitted something but according to him, it's nothing. He explained. I listened. I understand. I was expecting though he would say 'sorry' cause in a way, I got hurt. And nope, he did not say so. Ouch! That is not good. Fine, it's his prerogative. I can't do anything about that. At least he was able to say something about the issue as I have told him the root of the issue. Women's intuition are sometimes correct if you've got an evidence. Am I mad? Nope. Not anymore. It doesn't worry me at all. Gone are the days of my emotional state. Women like me tends to be emotional when it comes to relationship. Who wanted to be cheated or fooled anyway? Nobody. No one. And I don't like that and I don't deserve that. I need an honest partner who will never hide anything from me. I just need to trust him more. Temptations are everywhere and if you have high respect, faithfulness and love for your partner, those clinging vines are nothing. They must make their way out of the trellis. Cut them and throw them out!

Things are somewhat in the neutral mode this time. It's like were back together and whatever we have right now that is hanging before is kinda lifted a bit. Me and my partner trying to save something. It should be the both of us. I'm hoping things will be just be as normal as it used to be. Just the two of us. Hoping also no vines will cling around. Girls, ya know what I mean. I miss those times. Its hypocrisy if I said I didn't miss him. Just wanted him always to take care of himself. Keep safe. I still care for him though. He knows that siguro.

Thank God for letting us talk again. I believe things happens for a reason. Goodnight!