I need a LAPTOP!!

Admittedly, I'm one of the Instructors/Trainers who doesn't own a laptop. I was so dependent on my desktop PC here at home. Is it a necessity? I guess for someone like me who is working and would love to share in her thoughts through blog, getting a laptop is a must.

I want a lappy that would best suit my needs. My sister could help me look after its features since I am not a techie person. My boyfriend loves gadgets too so his suggestions will be very much appreciated. I could already picture his smile as he reads this.

I want a laptop that is not too bulky or too small to carry. One that is wifi ready and get connected wherever/whenever I'm on the vicinity of the WiFi Zone. Research will just be a click away and will not bother to walk-in to the computer laboratory at school to make use of the unit.

Updates on my blog won't take long enough to pile up since I can post one right after where it happens. I want a lappy that has a CD/DVD ROM drive, an internal webcam and of course, durable as it is!! A friend suggested HP, COMPAQ or DELL laptops lasts and has excellent features. I am longing for a SONY VAIO but forget it, too expensive I can't afford one..hehehe!!

Now, I realized I needed one actually. I could improve my discussions with the help of multimedia presentations. Christmas season is approaching. SALES are everywhere. I am hoping I get to own one before the 2nd semester starts.

YOU...

One fine morning, I woke up with a sweet message from you that I was the first person popped on your mind upon waking up. I smiled, hugged my phone and well, kissed your picture [chuckles], what better way to describe the feeling. I missed you so much. You brightened up my day ♥ It makes me giggle [like a teenager who sees her crush] when my phone rings flashing your name on it and totally happy when I hear your voice calling me as your wifey ♥.

♫ 'Cause it's you who fills the emptiness in me ♫

Sweet thoughts popped my mind and planned on doing the following things when we're together..

Eat ice cream together...

Watch movie together...

Stroll somewhere together...

Adventure together...

Enjoy life and each moment together!!!

i love you so much ♥♥♥

What a partner should be...

These past few days, I've been reading updates from my friends on their facebook status about how happy they are of their partners and to some, how miserable it is of having one.

Oh, boy! The latter was an eye catcher. Some of my friends opened up and I portrayed the role of a listener. Listener, yes. I was like a counselor who is open to whatever my client relates but what I did was just listen. I waited for the chance she/they would ask for a piece of advise. If she wanted one, I'll give one. I'm not saying I'm good at this.

I'm happy that my friends finally settled in and joined the bandwagon. I know my time will come to tie the knot and state vows with him. I just couldn't imagine the scenario. I wish it's just as perfect as I perceived it to be. Me and him enduring the most special day of our lives.

For me though, a partner should be...

Faithful. Respects his wife. Doesn't beat his wife. Good provider. Responsible. Patient. Loving [husband and father]. Trustworthy. Regards mutual decisions. God-fearing and best of it all, a friend for keeps.

I do hope and pray that my future hubby will not make things that will surely wreck the home that we built. I guess that would still depend on the person. No one is perfect, everybody makes mistakes but that should make them realize how important they are to their wives and their kids and to the family as a whole. I do pray God would bless us a happy family.

Forever...

It's been awhile, no not awhile...months perhaps since my last post. Actually, I did make some post but were piled up in my drafts. Got so busy with stuffs din kasi. Anyways, how was I? I was doing good. Work is fine. Happy and in-love. The last word knocks off my feet.

They said, long distance relationship doesn't work but that ain't true. From my experience, that ain't true. It's hard. It's difficult when you're far away from the one you love but when you do love each other, never ever break the communication and the trust you have for each other. My partner and I did went through some trials on our relationship. But we never give up on each other. Almost but never push through.

I did pray for a person who would love me the way I wanted to be loved and he came. I also prayed for a relationship that would work and last. Lord, thank you for the gift. He's an answered prayer. No one can ever break what we have right now. We don't let distance affect our relationship. Goodluck on our plans :)

Iloveyou, dy. Can't wait to be with you soon. Do take care of yourself. God Bless to us!

The road is clear for both of us to take holding hands, together..forever.

OUR ANNIVERSARY

It's our anniversary and we're on the freeze mode. How sad :( I'm supposed to have colors and sparkling eyes thinking of the person whose special in my life but then, my aura is of gray for the meantime. Why do I have to experience this once again??? Sent you a message extending my greetings despite the 'space' I gave you. I dunno if you would respond.

Our first misunderstanding was the worst. It still infuriates me thinking of that particular person. I guess it's because that's the time when the real "getting to know each other" part gets serious. We were serious about this relationship. There may be bumps along the way but we will just pass through it smoothly...together!

I am hoping we could talk again soon and resolve what it needs to be resolved. I know this is again another test to our relationship. I always thought of you, honey. I loved you so much. Sometimes people who love each other really have to go through these stages to make their relationship stronger and that giving up isn't the way to solve the problems.

Is it ok to feel this way? Nah..I'm being hurt again. Crying as I am hitting the keyboard of my PC. Why? do explain why. I know this phase will PASS. We got over with the first one and this time around, it's something else. It's your call.

Thinking of you [still] :(

Presently online, talking to a friend whose heart has torn into pieces... having a terrible experience with her boyfriend [duh]. Had to keep her company for at least a few hours because I couldn't make myself be available on her side. Go ahead, cry. It'll make you ease the pain, at least for the mean time. I know emotional pain takes longer to heal than physical one. I pity my friend zem. Time will come, all he did will get back at him triple times and that man will surely experience much hurt than you do. I am not saying you do some foolish acts of making him jealous by flirting with someone else. It's not our thing. Let them be if they are used to doing such. At least, you found out soon enough before tying the knot. Decent women like us doesn't deserve to be treated like this by those fools. But still, you guys should talk pa rin. The decision is still up to both of you.

Let's just pray God provides you with enlightenment, strength and peace of mind.

Keep yourself busy, my dear. Nothing will happen if you keep on thinking about him.

Sometimes, you're good at giving advice about love and when you're the one experiencing difficulties in relationships, you can't help yourself. I never shared zem, I too was having rough road with my honey. We're on the FREEZE MODE again and he has something to do about it. I had to keep this 'unusually quiet' mode towards him because I'm hurting [again]. I am waiting for his explanation. Do resolved what it needs to be resolved.

We never spoke for days already and 3 days to go, its our Anniversary na. Surely, I miss him and love him still. I'd be a hypocrite if I'd say I don't think of him. He's always included in my prayers. I thank God also for making me discover things.

Father's Day

Sent a message to my honey. Reminding him to greet his daddy tomorrow. I just love it hearing him share stories about him and his dad. I am glad they continues to communicate even though they're far. When God would bless me [us] a child, distance won't affect the relationship between my child and his father. I would see to it that he's always at home with us. God willing. :)

Love you, daddy. I pray that you'll always be safe working there as well as your father. Keep safe. Do eat your meals on time. I miss you so much. I'll be seeing you soon. :)