Saturday, June 26, 2010

Thinking of you [still] :(

Presently online, talking to a friend whose heart has torn into pieces... having a terrible experience with her boyfriend [duh]. Had to keep her company for at least a few hours because I couldn't make myself be available on her side. Go ahead, cry. It'll make you ease the pain, at least for the mean time. I know emotional pain takes longer to heal than physical one. I pity my friend zem. Time will come, all he did will get back at him triple times and that man will surely experience much hurt than you do. I am not saying you do some foolish acts of making him jealous by flirting with someone else. It's not our thing. Let them be if they are used to doing such. At least, you found out soon enough before tying the knot. Decent women like us doesn't deserve to be treated like this by those fools. But still, you guys should talk pa rin. The decision is still up to both of you.

Let's just pray God provides you with enlightenment, strength and peace of mind.

Keep yourself busy, my dear. Nothing will happen if you keep on thinking about him.

Sometimes, you're good at giving advice about love and when you're the one experiencing difficulties in relationships, you can't help yourself. I never shared zem, I too was having rough road with my honey. We're on the FREEZE MODE again and he has something to do about it. I had to keep this 'unusually quiet' mode towards him because I'm hurting [again]. I am waiting for his explanation. Do resolved what it needs to be resolved.

We never spoke for days already and 3 days to go, its our Anniversary na. Surely, I miss him and love him still. I'd be a hypocrite if I'd say I don't think of him. He's always included in my prayers. I thank God also for making me discover things.

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