Saturday, November 13, 2010

Love On Line

Our day is never complete without having to say the three lovely words. Without having to see each other. We thank the technology for bridging the communication and we praise God for keeping us both strong and faithful to each other. We talked until the wee hours in the morning. Talking about anything and everything that concerns us both, of course. I am missing him already as I am typing this. See how much I love him. Had to post something before I retire to bed. Time is unnoticeable when I am talking to him. God bless us both, honey. I love you not only on my mind but deep in my heart. Can't wait to be with you soon.

♫ I don't even want you out of my sight ♫ Can't describe words are not just enough ♫

My weekend would be great. I feel so light and I really loved what I am feeling right now. ♥

Friday, November 12, 2010

Online!

It's Friday, weekend strikes again. Honey is off from work and was able to talk to him during break time at school this afternoon. He was so excited to hear the good news but I got off the hook. Connection wasn't that good. Anyways, after the meeting, drove my way home and wanted to face my PC again. We just miss each other so much. It's less than 6months till he comes home. God, please keep him safe and his dad as well.

When I got home, we talked. We skyped. Haha! Whatta term! While I was enjoying the rocky road ice cream, he was drinking Laban, a yoghurt. I hope I get to taste one someday. In the midst of our conversation, I noticed his eyes were about to drop[hehe], told him to get some rest. Will be waiting for him to wake up. Boy, i'm so stuffed I couldn't even think of having dinner. We had 'pancit' as our snack after the meeting was adjourned. Shobe cooked chicken adobo for dinner.

Went over to my notes and started studying again. FB and skype is on idle mode. Took a break for the meantime and watched SO CLOSE. I love this movie. Not only it defies sisterhood but on valuing relationship, of loving and be loved as well. The action that it showcases adds spice to the movie. Oh my, my tears has fallen. This was the point when Lynn died but before she perished, she recorded a video asking for her younger sister's apology. They had a sort of sisterly misunderstanding :(

Love you, honey. Will wait for you till you get up, that is, ahm, if i'm not sleepy or had fallen asleep yet *wink!*

11:27pm.. He's awake! But in BAD MOOD :( ...shared his annoyance with people who can't even think of contributing a task that would benefit everybody.. blah..blah...he's soooo pissed off...provided him though with a therapeutic communication, that is..the response is quite ok...


Saturday, November 6, 2010

Digging deeper

Days ago, i posted something about the complicated heart thing. That was the result of the conversation we had. Oh well, it was more like a test. Got pissed off, irritated, annoyed which lead my emotions to burst. Got hurt then I cried. The following day, we talked again and ironed things out. Sort of not his intention to make me cry but in a way, he did. Sometimes its weird that the person who hurt you is the one that can away the pain, as well. Truly, I love him dearly.

Honey is cooking
Just received a call from honey pabs and he asked how to cook Beef Steak. Told him the details. He will be cooking for their dinner. His 'kababayans' would surely love it.

Depth of Love
We are getting better. We are getting deeper as well. I am digging deeper. Having him in my life filled the space I've been longing to fill in. I could not ask for anyone else. Hope he won't change. Things now are falling into place. Goodluck and God bless to us, both! We came this far and both of us are holding on and that what I felt for him is getting deeper, just like how he feels for me, too ♥♥♥

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

COMPLICATED HEART?!

I don't have a COMPLICATED HEART. I'm being hurt again. Cried :'( I hope you know how much I value you. Is it too much? Words are not enough? Told you, I will be waiting. What happened to the 'Everything is worth the wait' statement?? I'm really confused. You made me cry again :'(