In the clouds again ;-)

I'm just happy and love the feeling. Feels good to be back in the clouds again. Had a good talk with my partner and we're on the good side of the road again. I hope this will be for good. Thank you Lord! See you in a few months, honey. I LOVE YOU, TOO!! Take care always, ok? Keep safe.

I have to post this before I retire to bed. Will be sleeping with a smile on my face ;-) Goodnight!

Neutral Mode

It's Friday. Their off. We talked. Was a bit surprised he admitted something but according to him, it's nothing. He explained. I listened. I understand. I was expecting though he would say 'sorry' cause in a way, I got hurt. And nope, he did not say so. Ouch! That is not good. Fine, it's his prerogative. I can't do anything about that. At least he was able to say something about the issue as I have told him the root of the issue. Women's intuition are sometimes correct if you've got an evidence. Am I mad? Nope. Not anymore. It doesn't worry me at all. Gone are the days of my emotional state. Women like me tends to be emotional when it comes to relationship. Who wanted to be cheated or fooled anyway? Nobody. No one. And I don't like that and I don't deserve that. I need an honest partner who will never hide anything from me. I just need to trust him more. Temptations are everywhere and if you have high respect, faithfulness and love for your partner, those clinging vines are nothing. They must make their way out of the trellis. Cut them and throw them out!

Things are somewhat in the neutral mode this time. It's like were back together and whatever we have right now that is hanging before is kinda lifted a bit. Me and my partner trying to save something. It should be the both of us. I'm hoping things will be just be as normal as it used to be. Just the two of us. Hoping also no vines will cling around. Girls, ya know what I mean. I miss those times. Its hypocrisy if I said I didn't miss him. Just wanted him always to take care of himself. Keep safe. I still care for him though. He knows that siguro.

Thank God for letting us talk again. I believe things happens for a reason. Goodnight!

Relax and Unwind

As much as I wanted to stay home, my foot is eager to go somewhere. I received an invitation from Van and her students to go with them at Claire John Resort located at Punta Biao, Cogon Digos City. Its a secured pool resort near the beach so visitors has the option to breeze-in through the ocean waters. The weather is somewhat inviting and so with the heat from the sun. Sunblocks are a must!!

Mapi feel mo na Summer is already here...

Checked on the things to bring and off we go. I was dropped off at the Resort by my sister and her bf. On our way to the Resort, sige mi agik-ik ug katawa tingalig mangahulog ang lukay sa lubi sa amoa mao na sige mi hangad...hahahaha!!

And the road going there? oh my, you were like riding an off-road vehicle, up and down a hill.

Entrance ranges from P10-20 only. Yes, that cheap. They took the biggest cottage and when I asked and looked for the students, some of them were already swimming looking like kids [smiles]. Found out also our amegah [friend] is coming and on his way. I convinced him kasi super stressed din si amegah. This is gonna be fun!

I was really planning to swim but I was having doubts plunging looking at the pool water. It's already crowded and I withdrawn. Anyways, I'll just feast my eyes on the joyful moments of our students. It will make me feel good though.

I brought along my camera and partner tripod. Yen opted to be the photographer that day. My tripod gave him a big help, he gets to be with group including us during picture taking.

When Jopay arrived, the tres mujeres [3 women] had a pictorial again and seize the moments eating pinipig. The food they prepared was good. Thank you so much for inviting us over. We, your teachers really need this.

I did have a good time. The calming breeze of the water alleviated some stressor(s) around me. No worries bothers me anymore 'cause GOD never left me and I'm still blessed because He lead me to the path where I should be going. God bless to us all. :)

The Talkback

After days or weeks of ignorance and avoidance, we talked again but didn't last long. He read my blog which prompted him to send me a message. Now I know he was really mad. Mad about me, perhaps. Kung nagseselos man ang girlfriend mo or may pinagseselosan man sya, it only means mahal ka ng babaeng ito. Kasi naman kung minsan, may mga asungot lang sa tabi-tabing nagpapapansin. But it's ok, I trust you and I know you won't get yourself smitten by this people. You know how much I feel and care for you. You know how special you are to me. I understand how you feel and you being distant for the mean time. Thanks for that short period we spoke. At least, you were able to say something.

As they say, time heals all wounds. You got hurt, I share the same sentiments. I got hurt, too. And yes dear, there will be time for things to be settled. I'll just be here. Take good care of yourself always and keep safe. God speed.

Learning more about the Lola's

Today is the Graduating Class' Recollection at San Isidro Church. Graduation is forthcoming next Wednesday. I dropped by at School first before heading to church. Had to meet up with the Registrar concerning the academic standing of one of our students.

At the church, the Graduating class officers handed in the remembrance T-shirts with an Adviser printed at the back. Thank you, guyz! :) Lunch time came, we started distributing the foods for each student. It was a good experience. Na happy jud ko. :) Jopet, Van and I had a short talk may our students learn the value of this whole day event and instill in their minds the moral lessons people from the church imparted. I do pray also for the reconciliation of someone very close to me. May our minds be enlightened! You Take care always. Keep safe :)

At 2:30pm, we headed to the Shelter for the Elderly. Our students interaction with the Elderly's at the Camillian continues. People there including Sister Minda were glad to have us back since most of the Lola's [tagalog term for Elderly's] has seen quite improvement most especially their human relations. We, the Faculty from HCS Department is thankful also to the Camillian Sisters for gracing us the time to spend with the Lola's.

Truly, you became our extended family. Caring for the Elderly is not that easy. Sometimes, you feel sorry and pity towards them knowing some of their family members still exist. But no matter what, we're here for you Lola's and we'll continue to visit you often times. We love you so.

One of the jolly Lola in the Shelter is Lola Lila. She has a sharp memory. She could remember ones identity by means of holding on to her palms. I was touched when one instance I introduced myself to her and told her that I am one of the Instructors of the trainees who were taking care of them. She uttered my fullname and my designation when I hold on to her palms. She was about to tell me something but that time, dinner is served for them. Yup, as early as 5pm kasi they had to go to bed early also. Don't worry Lola Lila, we'll be back on Monday. I am missing you already.

While waiting for our students to finished doing after care, I continued conversing with Sister Minda. She handed me this clear book and I was surprised to see an array of the Blessed Virgin Mary's photos. It became her hobby of collecting pictures of the Sacred Our lady from all over the world. She had an extraordinary collection. Now, she began collecting photos of different churches and she related she'll start with the ancient ones. Told her am gonna take pictures of churches in Luzon or where ever may pagkalaagan takes me..hehehe! When I get the chance to have a short vacation.

We never went back to San Isidro 'cause we thought they finished as scheduled. We headed home instead. My day was not put to waste. :) Thank God for the guidance and for leading me to the good side as what You always do to people who believe in You.

True love

Just wanna share a text message sent by a friend:

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,

While loving someone deeply

gives you courage and inspiration . . .

Continue to love and be loved!

A very timely message since I'm happy and currently in love right now :)

Congrats on your new laptop, honey! I miss you! ;-)

Tsunami alerts cancelled

Last night, pass 1am, I chance upon Ate Che's post about a Tsunami that is expected to hit Philippines today at 1:27pm. I couldn't sleep. I thought of a lot of things. I was the only person who was still awake at that time [which usually happens, hehe]. I came across online news and found a link on the shattering 8.8 magnitude quake that hit CHILE around 3:34am Saturday. Shocking images of the tragedy left a terrible remembrance. The once sturdy buildings turned into splinters in a snap. Not long after the Haiti quake, here comes another devastating catastrophe.

Fostering awareness, i posted a link on my facebook account regarding the quake and the tsunami which is to hit the Pacific coast within 24hours after the quake.

My friend Gracey who is based in Hawaii received a surprised rather a panicking call from her Mom informing her of the approaching major wave to hit the island of Hawaii at an expected time. Glad to know through her post after several hours that everyone there now is safe.

excerpts from online news:

The Pacific Tsunami Warning Center issued a tsunami warning. In an interview on ABS-CBN, Renato Solidum, director of the Philippine Institute for Volcanology and Seismology (Phivolcs), said that if the Chile earthquake did generate tsunami waves powerful enough to cross the Pacific, they may be expected to hit Philippine coastlines sometime between 1:30 p.m. and 2 p.m. on Sunday.

Let us all PRAY...

Noon time, I received a text message from 2 of my student who lives near the shore in Sta. Cruz informing me that they are evacuating and will be heading up to the hills where their relatives resides. In that way also, they could observe changes on the quiet ocean.

Afternoon came, alert pa rin kami. Thank God, it passed the expected time. Our television is still on CNN, awaiting updates while helping Papa pack his stuffs. Since my father has to report for work tomorrow, I drove and dropped him off at the Bus terminal. God Bless his travel.

Late in the afternoon, another text message was sent by the same student telling me they'll go back to their home sweet home.

Tsunami alerts may have been cancelled but we people should still pay attention and stay alert on what may have happen. As I am typing this, I am trying to observe the nature around me and at the same time, praying. We live around 750 meters away from the nearby coastal areas. Oh my, oh my, It's windy outside. We never know. That giant wave might strike while people were asleep. And sometimes, an unusual weather signals something. I am trying to be positive and my Faith makes me more stronger.

Let us continue to pray for the survival of those who are still trapped in their homes and other establishments. And pray for the repose of the soul of those whose lives were taken.

We thank you, dear Lord for the continued guidance and for keeping us all safe. God knows what's best for us. I always believe in that phrase that's why He never leaves our side.

Betrayed

I long for the love that will make me happy...

Longed for the person who will truly love me...

Who can be trusted, faithful and worthy of my affection...

I thought I've found one but you left me alone

I couldn't let the scenario

pass through my mind..

you..her..talking...

laughing...ugh!

I felt the deep stab wound in my heart..

So painful, an emotional pain...

Pain reliever couldn't ease the pain...

You lied, pretended and betrayed the love I have given

Shame on you, you made me believe

that ours was true..

ours was genuine..

but you failed me...

you hurt me!

I was hurt..deeply hurt...

my body was trembling when i caught you both..

It happened..i'll never forget that..

You asked for an apology, i accepted...

I've forgiven you because I loved you...

Don't make me hate you...

I was good at you...

You weren't with me...

You disappoint me :(

And you betrayed me

-reel-

confused

It's pass 3am, 3:20am to be exact and couldn't sleep. A lot of things is lurking on my mind. Is it due to stress from work? life? love life? Ahm, I guess the 3rd one is closer. I just need peace of mind. How do I get over this feeling?

Sometimes, I am the type of a person who reserves feelings and emotions especially when it comes to the matters of the heart. I know, I know this should be spoken out. This should be ventilated. My thoughts are contradicting with what my heart is telling. Just when you thought everything is falling into place, someone tries to ruin it. Someone tries to intrude. Someone makes it complicated.

The road was clear to pass and a manhole just popped, waiting for someone to fall so this person can fill-in the spot. A space that is not meant for this person anymore. Move on with your life!!

Best bud patz, let's have coffee.

Sad Valentines :(

This was supposed to be a day full of love.

I somewhat expected I'd be having a warm valentines but what surprised me was a cold treatment. I dunno. Maybe people would expect you to do something against your will. Maybe someone else can accomplish such thing for your sake! How selfish!

Basta, malungkot ang Valentine's ko... Hindi RED ang kulay kundi BLUE.

Respect begets Respect

By Philip Nicosia

In life, two important things matter the most – love and respect. Jesus, in the Bible, tells us to “love the Lord your God” and “love your neighbor as yourself.” These are the most crucial of the ten commandments. True enough, they are admirable virtues in a person who aims to follow God’s way. If only people practice these traits every day, the world will be a much better place to live in.

Love and respect usually go hand in hand. Although love including Christian love may have varied meanings, it generally entails respect, affection, good-will and concern for the well-being of the one you love. Respect also involves love and regard for the person dear to you. It means not having to trespass in his rights or putting a person down when he or she is wrong. This leads to the golden rule of Jesus which is to “do unto others what you want others to do to you.” If, for instance, you got furious over an incident and are tempted to say or do something unpleasant, ask yourself first if you would also want that said or done to you. We should, therefore, do our best to do good most of the time because the blessings we will receive will also be a thousandfold. If you know how to respect your loved ones and neighbors, you will earn respect from them in return.

Respect is a true Christian value. It is needed in our society today what with rudeness in language and action as well as vulgarities so widespread among the young and the old alike. Even the church and its leaders are not spared from destructive and crude criticisms. But then, people must not lose hope as there are still those who take extra efforts to instill the value of respect in others. These efforts must continue to remind people that respecting others is truly an admirable trait. In the Bible, the foundation of respect can be traced to the creation of human beings by God. Humans were created in God’s image hence, they deserve to be treated with respect no matter how sinful they are. Respect means having a proper sense of regard for the needs of other people. Surely, if only all people know how to respect one another, then our society will be at its best. If only people show respect through their own will, then there’s no need to pay somebody just to be kind and helpful, no need to shout to make others listen to us and people will just pay attention. Good manners and right conduct should be the bottom line. They are vital in social interaction and promote the habit of attentiveness. Courtesy like simply saying thank you, excuse me and good morning are already a good start.

Parents should never tire of teaching their growing children the value of respect. After all, they are the first teachers and are responsible for showing good examples to their kids. A home where members of the family live in harmony and respect will definitely nurture responsible children who know how to give regard to others. Apart from being good role models, parents should never forget to seek the aid of the Bible that teaches habits and attitudes crucial in showing respect towards others regardless of their age, race and status in life.

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PCDS Alumni Homecoming 2009

Tarpauline courtesy of Mr. N. Otbo

Last year, I wasn't able to witness the very first Reunion 'cause the gathering ended too early so I looked forward to this. I was thinking what to wear and what hairstyle to do before the event and come up with a simple jeans and blouse outfit. I was expecting numerous people would attend but only few were present. It was supposed to start at 3pm as announced. I thought it started already but when I got there, only March Shane, Ma'am Les, Lyndon and Ma'am Jen were present. Kulang malamang sa information dissemination kaya di alam ng ibang madlang people ang tungkol sa gathering. Sana nagpa advertise sila sa TV or radio or an invitation may be given. Next time maybe. :)

While waiting for the others, we head to the School's mini but cozy Restobar upstairs of the new Admin-HRM building wherein you can overlook part of Digos City. Wow! [that's all I could say]. Para ka talagang nasa Hotel kasi its situated along McArthur Highway. Killing time reading magazines, two from the batch 2003 of Criminology Department came in, Mr. B. Tapanan and Mr. A. Canoy. 'Hi's and 'Hello's' were exchanged. Wala na man gud daw sila contact sa lain nila nga ka-batch.

I kept on texting my batchmates to come over and join the gathering but only Michequela replied she would catch up. I sensed some alibis from the others and understood the reason of some who cannot come due to call of duty [ya know what I mean]. Then, someone arrived. It was Jay A. with his fiancee [char!]. He obviously gained some weight and very much looked happy. I felt relieved a bit having someone from our group/batch. Syempre, chikka galore! Jay is working as Clinical Instructor of our Alma Mater.

Around 6pm, Eddie G. welcomed everyone who were present and had each one of us to state our names, what course and from what batch. And to spice up the event, we played 'Paint me a Picture' in which each member of the group would act and freeze as to what picture or scene would the host wants. The judge was Ma'am Jen Ybanez, presently the School's Dean of Nursing who was also an Alumna of PCDS. We, the group 2 only got 2 points defeated by the group of Marc Shane who got 5 points. It was FUN! Group 1 were very creative with their acts. Nurses are indeed artistic and creative. Can't wait to see the pix which Ma'am Jen took for documentation.

That game made our stomach gurgling. Gigutom na among mga bitok, hahaha!!! Before meals were served, Ed opened up the highlight of the gathering: to organize and elect new sets of Officers. Hopefully, this 2010 PCDS will Officially declare its Alumni Association. Paper works are already in progress. Secretary Eddie G. is currently working on this.

President elect Marc Shane Adeva got a unanimous votes [congrats, shane!], presided the nomination and was succeeded by Mr. B. Tapanan. Secretary is still Mr. Ed Garbosa and yours truly was nominated and elected as the Alumni Treasurer [I thought I was through with this during College.] Having been the Treasurer [from Class treasurer to Department Treasurer to INTRAMS Team Treasurer since First year College, now, I'm at it again [sighs]. Anyways, thanks for the trust guyz! I guess I'll be facing a much bigger task. PIO [Public Information Officer] goes to Mr. N. Otbo. Goodluck new sets of Officers and Congratulations!

May humabol pa, si Ma'am Flora Mae, Michay, Ate Bem Gutierrez, Elizabeth, Jeffrey A., Bench Lopez, Loi and her twin brother Lemuel [fresh from Saudi <--welcome back!] followed by Gil and Lynel [gikan pud ni Saudi ang duha]. Very noticeable ang ringtone sa CP ni Lemuel kay katong scary sound sa Grudge. Nyay!

For our dinner, we had Pork and Chicken BBQ individually packed and refreshed with Coca Cola. Hopefully next gathering would be a bit 'bongga!'. While enjoying our meals, we talked about our whereabouts. Glad to hear from these guys again. Ma'am Jen and Eddie went home early.

The room was filled with so much laughter. Jeffrey, Bench and Gil's cool gags never ceased to make us all laugh. Sayang nga lang at wala si Chaky, Richard, Odiaman at Neil kay magsige na lang jud mi ug pangatawa aning grupoha.

Amazed by the development of PCDS, the group was excited to see the New Funda Lab. Walking through the hallway, we reminisced the times siting on those kiosk holding bulky photocopies and manuals waiting for our Instructors, then..the heels of our black shoes gets a dose of muddy stuff each time we passed by..now, the hallway is fully cemented..bow! how could someone forget the intrigueros and intrigueras na walang humpay sa pagpanglibak sa mga gaagi nga estudyante. hahaha!! [people who makes fun of students who passes by]. Then, we were all clad in pencil uniforms with a universe-like tailor infront. Now, Blouse and Pants are in, paired with black shoes. The hallway was echoed with laughter recalling and sharing stories of those unforgettable Instructors who sells photocopies for P2 and those who sells Peanut Butter right after Class. How can we forget.

Bongga! was the word I heard when we step inside the Lab. The equipments, tools, their Mini DR, mini OR, CSR and even the Nurses Station feast their eyes. I've seen this already when I served as Practicing Assessor for Competency Assessment of HCS NC II last June, 2009. The guys made fun of Gil trying to lock him at LD-RD Room. Wow, our school is different! It changed for the better.

We took pictures and recalled each experience we had during Return Demonstrations. The New Lab has numerous hospital beds unlike before [hahaha!].

Pass 8pm, we parted ways. But before that, gisulit jud ni Ate Bem ang chance to take pictures sa labas ng dear Alma Mater namin where all the faces of those who passed the Board Exam were posted.

It was good seeing them all again and had so much fun. So, to all GRADUATES OF POLYTECHNIC COLLEGE OF DAVAO DEL SUR, see you all next year for the 3rd Alumni Homecoming.

Goodnight, guyz! :)

The Coffee Treat - accomplished!

Hahaha. I couldn't think of intro to this post other than this. Why? You'd ask. I just got home [oh my, i sense someone would raise an eyebrow]. My best bud Patzs did
accomplished the coffee treat he promised like 5 months ago??? [lol]. Oh, that long already? My post about this treat was July 30. So, I was right. hehehe!

We had Coffee at this Coffee Shop we used to dwell. I'd name it A.S. We don't have a choice actually, there were few Coffee Shops in town and I think this is the only one that stays open until 11pm.

After his gym session [rolls eyes], he dropped by my place but informed this blogger ahead of time he's coming over to see the surprise I told him over the phone when I called him few days ago. He was able to figure out, though. Yah, the motorcycle, that is.

' Bongga na jud ka ti, hambugera ayo ka ti' [Gosh, you're quite rich my dear], he said. I missed my best bud, it's been awhile since we hang out. Work came through but our group never ceased communicating through text and call. That's the best thing about our friendship.

He thought about getting a motorcycle and according to him, it was me who fulfilled his plan or should I say dream? ahehehe

We drove to his place first to dropped off his stuff. There, he had a quick dinner while I was online checking stuffs. Then, we decided to proceed and park by A.S.

I had a Cappucino and he ordered brewed coffee with egg pie as a delectable partner. [yum, yum, yum]. While waiting for the orders to be served, we talked about our latest whereabouts, College friends, updates on Nursing trends. We noticed it was taking so long. When one of the server stepped out of the entrance, my friend gestured and told him to follow up our orders. My friend rolled his eyes. hahaha <- he looks so funny when he does that.

Basta dear ha, "don't leave unfinished business behind". Ya know what I mean. Matuok jud tika..hahahaha! Time was running so fast we had to part ways again. I dunno when will we bond again. We chatted pa outside the coffee shop. Ing-ana mi ka tabian [That's how talkative we are]. I enjoyed and love the treat.

I drove myself home. When I got home, I sent a text message immediately to inform him I got home safe and sound.

Thanks for the Coffee treat, my dear friend --- accomplished!!

A wonderful movie

It's been years since the last time I watched movies on theaters. My students kasi was planning to watch NINJA ASSASIN this coming week. I've received an invitation but I'd rather chose to watch DVDs at home o sa cable [chuckles]. Buti sana kung tricycle ride lang papuntang sinehan dito sa amin. Eh hindi, travel ka pa ng 56kms. Anyways, Auntie Baby lend us a copy of IN MY LIFE and we decided to watch it after PBB.

It was a great movie, wonderful that is. I love the story. Ganon daw talaga sa States, maninibago ka sa simula pero later on, you will get use to it. The life of living in Uncle Sam's World. I intend to experience that someday. In God's perfect time.

Feeling ko tuloy minsan andon na din ako pag nakakapanood ako ng movies ng pinoy na kuha sa America. "Someday..someday..." nasabi ko sa sarili ko. I've learned things din from this movie. Life there is not easy. Bawal ang mabagal at weak.

I didn't expect of the Luis' character's tragic end. Life has its own way of taking things away at an unexpected time talaga. Yon na yon. Sayang but I think he had live his life to the fullest and love and was loved by his beloved.

Love to thyself, to others, to partner, to GOD; Passion, Friendship, Happiness, Commitment, Respect and Eternity are just some of the elements needed in a Lasting Relationship that someone would wish In their Lives...

Less gentle moves...

These past few days, I observed nearly most of the population of the male species' gentleman-ly moves is starting to vanish. An experience prompted me to create a post about this topic. I'll start off with a woman I lined-up with inside the Fish Market, a guy intentionally bumped with this old woman with his trolley carrying loads of fishes. I never even heard him say "Excuse me, nay". ['Nay' short for Nanay which means Mother]. And when the poor old woman shows a shocking appearance, this middle-aged man never even said 'sorry'. I guess he doesn't know the meaning of saying it. People around the old woman stared at him angrily including me. His reaction? Nothing. He just went on pushing his trolley. I guess his head or heart was as cold as the ice. Grrr....

One time, the tricycle driver didn't even help me load the bundles of woods in his tricycle. He just stared. Kalami na lang jud lugiton sa mata sa k-g-w-ng..To think, I will be paying P20. When he parked infront of our house, I thought he would help me unload the woods but to my dismay, he waited till i'm done unloading. Kung pwede lang ilambos sa nawong niya ang usa ka baga nga kahoy [If I could only beat his face off with a thick piece of wood]. Grrr....

On board a shuttle bus, a lady was trying to find a seat. Unfortunately, no seat was available and most of the passengers near us was men. For 3 straight hours, no one offered her a seat. Pity. She remained standing until she got off the bus.

These were some of my experiences. I know a lot of women shares the same. Pissed, i posted a shoutout on my FB account. Don't we, women deserve some respect??? Where are the gentleman(s) hiding? Hiding or nothing has left living in this world. There maybe some but 2 out of 10. Women now are smart of choosing the right person. Less gentle moves is a major turn-off and mega eyebrow raiser. This is why some of us are picky. We're on the verge of making Intelligent choices.

Now, what happened? What the heck is happening? Patzs even jested basi ma spinster na daw mi ani..hahaha. Di naman, I think the right person will come at the right time. Well, I guess finding a gentleman nowadays is like a needle in a haystack.